this is going to be one hell of an entry.. trust me.. the love is still there. it's the additional things that come with the love.. do this and do that and don't forget this and a little of that.. and, oh, did i mention that those need to be done too? and these, as well.. ALL in the name of love.. wtf.. in the end, i set off, in the name of love, at 6.00 every morning.. and return 12 hours later before embarking on an additional 6 hours to prepare for tomorrow's 6 to 6 regime..
no.. trust me, the love is still there.. it's just the additional things that come with the love.. u get the jiff? it's a never ending vicious cycle.. take note.. i am using the adjective 'vicious'.. because it is eating into my very bones.. now that i am suffering from high blood pressure, albeit a minor one, what more can this 'love' bring? already i've been conned.. add on to that pile of love -- and u shall be duly rewarded.. and what do i get in the end? the amount of sugar and spice and everything nice into that pot of brewing love is just not enough.. BLEAGH!!
still, the love is there.. it's just the additional things that come with the love.. u slave ur bones and energy and what have you to the grind.. hoping that ur ugly big nose with that super big nostrils will turn to gold.. and hoping that u'll get that status u are aiming for.. but in the end.. u are told that ur length (whatever that is measurable by the Powers That Be) is just not long enough.. wtf.. so u have to grind more for another one full year..
no.. this idiot is not waiting.. goodbye.. but the love is still there.. so i am throwing away all the additional things that come with the love..
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