too tuff

at the ripe old age of 35, it is too tough to start all over again, especially after that 6 year wall crumbled.. no.. do not get me wrong.. i have moved on.. only that, at times.. 20 years down the road surfaces.. and then i realise that i'd be going through another round of hiccups and roller coaster ride.. damn it.. it need not turn out to be this way..

Watched Gabriel --- really dwelled deep into my inner soul.. i love those kind of fantasies.. i suspected half way through the movie that Sammael is *****

then (finally!) watched The Simpsons.. crazy movie.. very crazy..

been trying to get hold of Zombie Kampung Pisang -- saw excerpts of it on youtube.. i liked what i saw..

it's holiday tomorrow.. and here i am.. stuck watching DVDs.. damn damn damn